2008年6月23日星期一

my life

Things changes, all of us also know about it..but u know wat is the sadness part? Is u cant change the things tat is changing..i have a dancing team b4, name is shen ying, ya i m proud of it, 5 of us together are like brother from another mother, together we pass through many hard times, and we also having great result.. but THING CHANGE, all of us now having own way to live, we are no longer the shen ying we known, can say tat the team is breaking down. And guest wat? We can do nothing bout it, cuz we cant change the thing is happening now...In my life i have given up many things.. ya, some1 i love b4, i have give her up, cuz she never listen my advance and keep disappointed me.. i become tired and start fade up to give chances to some 1 who never appreciate.. so i GIVE her UP. I left her. My hobbie, drawing , dancing, singing, all is about artistic, and now i m studying BUSINSEE=.= nothing to do with art ,becuz i HAVE GIVEN UP MY DREAM..cuz reality is reality..i cant fight it, should said tat i can fight but i aready given up the chance long time ago. Wilson,1 of my teammate, i think tat he strong, cuz he is same with me, dance sing is his hobby, but the difference between us is, he DINT give up on his dream, u should know, when we have dream, there will sure have reality, reality tat try to break ur dream down, like some1 will say: CAN U DANCE WHOLE LIFE? or U THINK U CAN BE A STAR?. ya, and for me, becuz of these reason i give up, BUT, wilson dint, he pass through all these..he walk through all these bull shit, and even go to halo(海螺)for learn singing and dance. In the future, maybe he will fail, or not sucess to become a famous start as he expects, but if i m him, i will never regret, becuz he DARE TO DREAM, i DINT GIVE UP...this tat something tat max dint have... all of these things i have given up, but dosen mean it become better, it became worst!Taking business course, starting is still ok, but this road, start walking, keep walking... start to see the end of the road .. but, there is something tat i dont wan, something tat not SUIT me at all. . .And the girl i mention , now she a top top problem study in school, abson class join those LALA person, and even have a GOOD bf that will bring her out to drink tea at midnite =) . I tried to help, but she refuse, so i think.... IF tat time, i dint give up or her, jus give few more chance, give some more times to her, maybe she wont become this. But i also go contact her b4, i tried to help, but she choose his BF, and this something she choose, she could not regret or blame some1 else. So i left her agian. If u have a minute, think think.. YOU in the past, will like the YOU at now or not?以前的你,会喜欢现在的你吗? = ) have a nice day