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Another boring day in my life, I have been repeating same thing everyday. Woke up, breakfast, traffic jam, work, lunch, work, dinner, bath, sleep. These days are dark and the night are cold, and times like this I will start wondering, what am I going to become in the future, will I live my whole life end like this?
My mind came out an answer, NO. I am not going to live the rest of my life like this, even though now my life is in the average stage, stable income, three meals per day and have a place to sleep. But if I keep on walking this road, at the end of the road, I’m sure that there is nothing is I wanted. We have only one life, one death, it will end there forever, if really there is one day I pass away like this without any meaning of my life, I will regret for sure.
Everyday night I did the same thing, before I slept. I always crowed at my bed, start thinking about the world and the future. I remembered one day, while I start to feel sleepy, and the radio suddenly played a song. It’s The Beatles- hey jude. It is an acoustic version. A guitar, a few words, a song, suddenly my tears just came out. At the moment, I don’t know the reason why, just a simple melody, few word, can make me cry. Only I realize, the power of music and lyric. The Beatles, a guitar against thousand of cannon, their songs really do change people life, bring peace to this world. I wanted to be like them as well, I wan my life to be meaning full. So I decided to find a way, to deliver my message to the world. I can change people life, change their thinking, help them up when they are down. I don’t know any music instrument or write any beautiful poem, but I can straight away wrote down my feeling. Therefore I use bloging to share with people, my sadness, and also share with them the way I walk though these painful days. I open up my wound and show them the pain I felt, and tell them how I recovery from that. Be optimistic, it’s tough when u live fast just to die slow. I not really sure is it work or not, maybe I do change a person that visited my blog, or maybe non of them have any feeling about it, but no matter who are you, as long as you are reading this, will these few word effect your feeling? If yes, it mean my dream is starting to become a truth. If no, then at least I dare dream, the most beautiful dream ever, there will be no regret for me.
Shakespeare said a sentence before, “life is like a stage, all people that occur in your life are just like an actor, and you are the main actor in your life.’ Even though we are maybe just a small part of other people’s life, but what we done might effect them. Everyday we will meets differences people around the world, in any time we can effect their feeling. For example, if one day you and your girlfriend are celebrating your anniversary in a restaurant. And the waiter attitude is very bad and rude, he treats you and your girlfriend badly, for sure it will drive you mad and spoil your mood totally. It show that even though that a person that you might just meet him once, but he will effect your feeling very much. So we should treat every single person goodly even we just meet him or her once in our life. It does not mean that we need to buy them a present to impress them but to smile at them. A single smile can make people’s heart feel warm, can show that you have no offence on them. Smile is a symbol for happy and friendly, if people have done something wrong on you, why don’t just smile and tell them ‘it’s ok, I forgive you.’ There will be no more misunderstanding or hate anymore. When somebody is sad or in a bad mood, a single smile will cheer him up. In psychology, it said that human are the animal that rely on each other, it can’t live on their life alone, we are link to each other. What a person did will effect another person. Start imagine, if one day you are in your office or a class room, a place that you can meet up your friends, suddenly they laugh out loud, laugh till very long time, then you will also start feeling funny, and laugh out loud with them, without any joke or any reason, this shown that we are link to every person that around us daily. Make a world without any stranger, we can life together as a big family. If I can bring happiness to all the people around me, my life will be lot more meaning full with it. It does not mean we need to done a big job or having a big dream to enrich our life, a single smile in everyday, already can enrich my life totally.
Tonight, as the same after my work I am writing my blog. Suddenly a unknown person leave a comment at my blog, he said that he was suffering in the pain of breaking up with his girlfriend. It remind me of my own story, it’s been a long time I didn’t have a girlfriend, let me recall back the reason that I break up with my last girlfriend. It was 2007 and I was 17, we have many happy moments when we were together. But we argue everyday, it is because we always have different idea, and when she did something wrong, I will just straight away scold her, it because I don’t wan she repeat to wrong again. But in the end, we still end up with leaving each other. I always wanted her to know how good I am, how many things I willing to do for her, but I forgot to just smile to her, to hug her from the back, be there when she needs me. Even is the coffee that gone cold, the halo kitty doll get dusty, it seem like unnecessary things to put attention on it, but now, the most important things for me is to take care of hers every little things. For you there might be something that you don’t care at all, but for another person mean a lot to them. Just like a couple, every little things that you do will touch her feeling, to keep her warm just a single hug, a kiss to stop her tears coming out, a shoulder for her to lie on when she is sad. In my future, there will be another ‘her’ show up for me, and I will never did the same mistake again, I will be there when she need me, I will never let her down, no matter how hard it is, I will never give up on her. I will protect her every little things.
Now I won’t feel any bored or felt like my life is meaningless, because I had enrich my life with sharing feeling with the people around the world, smile and bringing happiness and cheer up my friend and family that around me everyday, and at last, I will wait patiently for my life partner appearance and give her all my love.
